Not far from their home was the headquarters of the former National Self-Defense where important decisions were made during the war. There were offices, medical examination rooms, and air-raid shelters for the Nazi-elite. They had heard that there were rations of food stored there and the author, her brother and Aunt went there one day to see what they could find. The complex was badly damaged as the Allied Forces had singled it out as a place of permanent attack. The front of the building was in a pile of rubble. They found a demolished cellar entrance and debris blocked the way. They had to clear a path and crawl into the cellar. When they reached the dark cellar room, they lit candles and were shocked to find many dead bodies sitting or lying on the benches right before them. Children were cradled in their mothers' arms even in death. Their Aunt recognized by the uniforms that they were high-ranking SS and SA Officers. They supposed that they had taken cyanide capsules when they realized the war was over. The Aunt told the children to just look straight ahead. The went into the third cellar room where they found flour, sugar, tea, soap, toothpaste, and toilet paper. As they were starving, this must have been quite the amazing find.
The author tells her address and the address of the Nazi Offices so I decided to make those places my prayer focus on this day. Here is a picture of the Nazi Offices located on Pfluger Str. 46.
There was a huge field to the left of the buildings which is now a Preschool and I am assuming that there had been buildings in the field which had been bombed. I prayed up and down Pfluger Str. I also found the Catholic Church where the family had attended. They had used the cellar in the church for protection from the bombs at night when half of their apartment was destroyed by bombs and the building was uninhabitable.
I found their former apartment building which of course had been rebuilt. I walked along the canal just a block away from their home where they had played.
At times it feels overwhelming to think about the history of Berlin in the not so long ago distance. On the other hand, it is sad that in just 10-20 years time few (in any) will be left who will be able to tell us of those days. As I walk the streets I continue to pray for restoration and healing. May the healing even go into the very soil of Germany.